If you forget me..

"I want you to know one thing..

You know how this is: if i look at the crystal moon,at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch near the fire,the impalpable ash..
at the wrinkled body of the log..
everything carries me to you as if everything that exists: aromas,light,metals, were little boats that sail..
toward those isles of yours that wait for me..

Well,now..
if little by little you stop loving me..
I shall stop loving you little by little..

If suddently..
you forget me..
do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you..

If you think it long and mad,the wind of banners that passes trough my life..
and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots..
remember..
that at that day,at that hour,
I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land..

But..
if each day, each hour..
you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness..
if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to seek me..
ah..my love..ah..my own..
in me all that fire is repeated..
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten..

My love feeds on your love, beloved..
and as long as you live it..it will be in your arms without leaving mine.."Pablo Neruda

sleepless...pt primavara..

si iar nu dorm..k de obicei in ultimul timp..sleepless..
in lipsa de ocupatie sau de orice altceva interesant de facut..cu un 3 in 1 fierbinte in fata,ascultand lifehouse si gandindu-ma la..la cai verzi pe pereti..
astept primavara..macar de-ar fi primavara..practic ma refer..k teoretic e 3 martie,deci..
cum trece timpul asta..2 zile am ars-o aiurea in casa,racita si bosumflata..parca acum 2 minute ascultam cateva dedicatii penibile de martisor in cub.a..nu k ar fi penibil sa zici ceva frumos de 1 martie,dar,dedicatiile copiilor alora chiar n-aveau noima..sau poate asa mi-au parut mie..o bere,fum de tigara,niste garrone baut la dana,muzica tare,parul danei in paharul meu,baieztii veseli de langa noi..mda..poate d-asta mi s-au parut asa..
oricum ideea ar fi k: e inca frig..si iarna..si aiurea..si..astept primavara..poate rezolva ea incurcaturile pe care le-am facut tot eu in locul meu..bine k: as fi multumita si cu o crestere a temperaturii..macar sa fie cald,verde si parfumat..ca apoi toate se simplifica..nu-mi place frigul,nici gheata si nici sa fiu racita ca acum..
asa k..las un post pt primavara: hai mai repede draga!!..te astept..:)